if only they could understand, if only they knew and stop judging based on one incident.
it's exhausting and frustrating. do they act and want this just because they think it is the best for you, or for their own sake because all it matters is how they look?

things happen sometimes have many other resulting issues, not just one.

so they should really stop JUDGING.

argh

i had this sudden urge to start working and start affording for myself while i was driving to school today. i do not know why this out of the blue thought came invading my still stagnant mind in the morning, but it felt really good to know you are beginning to have the ability to depend on yourself, and not on others.

but then again, seniors always tell me that, school remains as the best time one can have during his/her lifetime.

perhaps that is true.

i supposed there is no point rushing through it, after all, it is a matter of time i hit that phase.

school is darn boring.

and i hate CNY.