i tested mummy's reaction today.

outcome : Disastrous.

me: "妈，我退学来帮你做你的生意好吗？“

mummy gave me the almost devouring me expression : "你在跟我开玩笑吗？” (if only i had my polaroid or video camera to record down that instant.)

me : "当然啦！“

actually, i meant it.

darn.

attempt failed. i have to pull it through this arduous journey of mechanics and free body diagrams.