230am

it is 230am in the morning, and i am still awake. it is probably the effect of drinking coffee late night kicking in.

i feel frustrated and suddenly, i feel moody. i do not know why. i attempted to try, but then i feel so repelled. something pulled me back, and i retaliated upon any other calls to even bother again.

i feel disturbed over my elder's brother's behavior, and although i do not have much to say, to interfere in his own personal life, it is upsetting to know how he chooses to lead on his life at this conjuncture.

i think i am spacing out. today is not productive at all, and i think i require a break because i am going to get burnt out pretty soon. i feel like i am going insane. maybe i am stress intolerant just like how some can be lactose intolerant. or perhaps, i am just bothered by certain issues which i myself find it not lucid at all. i think i am contradicting myself. now i find myself imbecile. :(

help please?

walking along the beach alone at one in the morning felt good. fortunately, there was slight breeze, and the air was not exactly that humid. i miss taking strolls:(

i shall pray harder tonight before i sleep, so hopefully, god will answer them sooner.:)