an escape to Hong Kong was probably one of the most insane thing i have planned so far in my life especially when my school semester is still ongoing and i would be missing so many consequential lessons that is required for me to at least promote to the next level of knowledge in my academic journey but just as i thought, life would be monotonous without taking certain risks, and do things that you want and desire. why set ourselves with so many restrictions when now we are already living in a world with so many constraints that sometimes we feel that we are no longer who we are.

the only reason why i might have really regretted my decision is the heat wave that swirls through the streets of this island as the afternoon sun sweeps across the land. i guess, i understand finally how summer really kills, and of course the true definition of immolation in hell. Nonetheless, it is still intriguing to see the similarities and differences between the two countries which was once both under the British Colony.

Surprisingly, the shopping did not entice me as much as i thought it would take its effect on me which on one hand, makes me rather disappointed as my extra baggage goes back empty, but on the brighter side, it saves me money, and keep the digits in my bank still rising than falling like the stock markets.

honestly, it feels good being away. the short relief that i yearned for for the past two months has finally been fulfilled. I never really understood why i decided to keep this trip stealth, but it feels good to at times, to just disappear into other dimension whereby no one knows because you feel so exhausted at the current role you are playing in your life.

i should consider doing this more often.

nothing matters, because it matters nothing.

sometimes, it is good to just be ignorant to how other things may appear or even the surroundings. complexity of an issue is best to be silently faced, and sooner or later, time will be the best solution to many problems that has arose previously.

at least in my perspective, i think my own area of comfort is the best and comfortable place i can be at. the liberty to breathe, is great, and no matter what you do, no one judges, no one comments. somehow, this decision to retreat, is the best choice made so far.

i am contented.

memories is the past, present is the future. what has past, will never take place again. what has come, is uncertain.

trust is a strong word. how much do you trust, how much can you trust? eventually when you look around, the best person to believe in, is actually you yourself and your loved ones, which in some circumstances, do not comply too.

life is never just and smooth sailing.

the callous reality awaits and this pessimism that tags along with me, actually helps at times as it does not disappoint you as much as optimism.

:)

this is getting disastrous. i foresee myself probably flunking this semester with falling colors.

in just barely a week of the commence of school, i already find myself lost in the amazon forests. kill me.

and the tutorials appear like tumultuous seas which is implausible to sail through to the next shore.

i hope the withdrawal forms are available still.

i love my mummy's new ride. makes me feel like i am the king of the road, whereby tailgating to force those road hogger to give way is redundant because the roar of your engine will push them aside to the next lane.

somehow i feel like dismantling her four exhaust pipes and fit in onto my own car, but then, the labeled AMG will not fit on my car unless it is engraved with TRD instead. this sucks.

do you love the sound of the waves brushing across the shore, the flickering of the lights from afar, the nonchalant glitter of the stars, the unrevealed emotions of the moon and the sharing of secrets between the wind and me. i love the date with the sea.

just a random thought i have been having with in my mind.

the sea actually makes a good companion in the middle of the night.

:)

i am out of the reign of the active night life.:)

the school has just started and i am already finding myself having a very tedious time trying to understand the complex equations and ideologies that were invented and written by the noble scientists decades or even centuries ago.

somehow, i have this premonition that this semester onwards, i am going to have a very hard time trying to keep up my grades, and that my intelligence, or even luck, will serve no purpose if i do not put in adequate effort to keep up with the never ending work that is flowing into my days up ahead.

the sad thing is, even before my school has officially start and school work kicks in, i am down with my acute gastric problems and high fever which made me ended up being quarantined at home for the next few days. how fantastic. my mother chooses to think that i am over exhausted due to the activities i was involved with channel eight which i feel that, has no linked to the reason why my constitution has fallen to the viral infection that has invaded my system but nonetheless, i refused to retaliate, knowing that she is the exact photocopy of me, any form of rebuttal will sparkle the third world war. i guess, i am beginning to become smarter in handling my empress dowager at home.

i practically have no time for anything and how i wish i have two more months of holidays which of course, is implausible. if possible, i would wish that i can just get my degree without having to go through so much hassle.

something random, my mother thinks that i have no more butt now because i am too thin for my size.

owells.

I forgot to mention i got a B for my Law module.

i have to thank god for nuts, because i only studied less than six hours for it and throughout the intensive lectures that was scheduled for me throughout the five weeks, i slept through half of it, skipped one quarter of the lectures, and msn throughout the one quarter left.

whee.

thankfully my prayers were answered this time.

YAY!

i crashed into bed and slept for hours after having to work for channel 8's campaign for six consecutive days in a row. it was called, Press On Singapore in translation from mandarin to english.

i swear i need to hibernate for three days to recover my initial level of strength before it was depleted.

ARGH.

i feel like escaping to an island in the middle of the ocean where no one resides, but a beautiful resort stands.

dipping into the waters whereby it reflects a translucent blue, and the skies brighten up by the radiant sun which emanates the entire world.

this world is bothersome, a place with this gorgeous image, is somewhere i hope i can indulge myself in, and for once, leave everything that taxes me back here away.

a break i yearn for, a silence i hope to hear, i just want to forget.

humans' relations are nothing but just strings entangled together. how complicated, how complex.

when they think they know, they think they really do.

when they speak because they think they understand, they do not actually really apprehend anything.

life, is dictated in a way, that sometimes, may appear rather, sad.