i just do not feel like talking to anyone.

BECAUSE it is good lazing at home and watch Sailormoon, my childhood favorite.

i prefer being 10 years old.

no responsibilities, just studying. no worries, just playing. no complex issues, just simple minded playing catching around in the playground. no problems, just algebra.

life was easier.

i have decided to let go of what happened because it should not bother me. whoever fault it is, does not really concern me. for another time, i will pretend i have contracted, selective memory.

all is over, be gone with the wind.

so shall i:)

did i mention why i like Sailormoon since i was young? well, it is not because i am some perverted old man who enjoys and gets high on seeing young girls transform and change, or because each time they were being thrown against the wall and their skirts reveal their panties, but because the girls displayed how true their friendships were.

the animation was not just about killing and defeating the dark forces which shadowed Earth. maybe on the most superficial part, yes, it is just about using special endowed powers to them, to kill monsters and to restore peace, but i believe the writer has more to show than that.

the girls had tremendous belief in true love, and genuine friendships. regardless of the obstacles placed in front of them, there were inseparable and were always side by side with each other. Usagi (sailormoon), had so much faith in love and trusted that the world is a very beautiful place to live in. death was never an issue and a threat to them.

how resplendently written.

but then, fairy tales are after all fairy tales. somehow, i always thought that the world is more tainted that it appears to be.

ironical isn't it, when we wrote such lovely stories of impeccability, we can never create such a scene in real life situations.

maybe this statement is true after all.

humans and perfection, never crossed.

:)